Happy.

I am happy. Not that you can tell by reading ANYTHING previously posted here.

Its odd and quited disturbing how unhappy we can be, and allow ourselves to be. and for so long! I thank God every day that I am no long that way and will NEVER in my life allow myself to become that person again. and all because of a 'relationship'. Looking back now I am just baffled and appalled. But hindsight is 20/20 and seeing as the time machine has not been invented I am forced to live through my trials and learn later. HOPEFULLY I have learned enough to recognize the lessons during instead of after. also I hope I have gained the wisdom to know when to listen to other people's advice sometimes instead of insistently going on miserably in my flawed ways.

I know now that I can be happy no matter what and I am. Thank You Jesus!!! :)